January Showers
I don’t want to take a shower.
Please don’t make me take a shower.
I need to shower.
I cannot shower.
I should want to take a shower.
Showering takes so long.
I don’t want to take off my clothes.
I don’t like showering.
I want to want to take a shower.
Other people shower.
I don’t want to shower.
Showering is overrated.
I haven’t showered.
I should really shower.
Alright.
I will shower.
(In the shower)
I can NOT get out of this shower.
I must stay in this shower forever.
The shower is the only place I want to be.
There is a constant steady sound.
There is heat around me.
Hot water cascades over my shoulders.
It feels like someone’s hands.
I want to stay in this shower forever.
This shower is the only thing that has felt good in weeks.
How can this shower end?
I don’t want to dry myself off.
I don’t want wet hair.
Wet legs in dry pants.
Why can’t I stay here forever?
Getting out of the shower is terrible.
I cannot possibly leave.
I may cry if I have to go.
The water is getting a tiny bit colder.
This will end.
I can’t believe it.
There is no way I can stay.
I never want to go through this again.
I think I will go lie down.